tms week seven

 

Spring.

The season of new life.

Seems fitting for the closure of my TMS procedures.

Most of you follow my blog's Facebook page and probably saw the video I posted Monday.

In short...

it's working.

My biggest takeaway from this week is that God is not withholding healing from me.

If you asked me 7 weeks ago if I thought God would heal me, I would have laughed at you.

Then probably cried.

Because I truly believed He wasn't hearing me or deliberately choosing to not heal me.

I couldn't understand why.

(I still don't, not really.)

But I strongly believe that will come in time.

Right now, though, I'm sitting in His healing.

Right now, I don't care why.

Right now, I'm re-learning how to be "normal."

And it feels so, so good.

(Next week, I have 3 procedures, a quick trip to NYC, then one last procedure upon my return.)