why my heart needs a nap...

To fully appreciate this post, you need to remember (this.)

Valentine's Day.

Sweet Husband.

Perfectly random bracelet.

Across the world.

Caught up?

14 days later, it arrived.

It wasn't a picture perfect moment like I expected.

I decided around lunch time to get dressed and bring Husband some lunch at work.

So, I corral the puppies into our room as I get the shower ready.

Out of nowhere, they start barking.

Since that happens way too often, I almost thought nothing of it.

But something stopped me and made me think I should check things out.

Not being one to waltz around the house in my birthday suit, I grabbed a towel and headed for the front door.

Peeking out the peep hole, I see the mailman writing one of those "Sorry we barely tried to get your attention! Sorry you can't have your package you've been waiting for! Here's your impossible task to retrieve your treasure. Good luck! Oh, and you have 3 tries" notes to leave on our door. 

No way, I said.

Freaking out, I remember I can't open the door because I'm in a towel.

Glad I remembered.

So I ran.

I mean, ran back to the room to find something that resembled clothes.

When I finally got outside, mailman was 4 houses away.

I screamed for him every time he stopped.

I ran after him.

Yes, I ran after the mailman.

Screaming.

Running.

Wearing clothes I wouldn't normally dare wear in public.

Neighbor's annoying puppy chasing me, chasing the mailman.

I ran.

One block away...

Yes, one block away, he finally saw me.

Fast forward through the awkward conversation, asthmatic me trying to breathe, and constantly trying to cover up my not so normal outwear...

And there it was.

In my hands.

It was love at first sight.

It's beautiful.

And weird.

And perfect.

And random.

And broken.

Wait, what?

Yes, broken.

This bracelet had the nerve to break after all I've been through.

Little giraffe couldn't take it anymore and popped right off.

So there you have it.

I have been through the full spectrum of emotions with nothing to show for it.

Except a tired heart.

A pulled muscled.

A terrified mailman.

Scarred neighbors.

And a broken bracelet.

P.S. It did come with a cool ring as a gift, which is super cool, but doesn't fit any normal ring fingers, and doesn't fix my bracelet. 

Thankfully, Husband is a pro at giraffe rescuing/gluing and promises to put this little guy back where he belongs.

(not so) mini messages

Dear Husband,

Our life has been non-stop since you finished school and we packed up and headed to Tennessee. I am so proud of you. I know you hated school because your heart was already full-time in youth ministry. But, you knew that to support our family, you had to finish your degree. I am so proud to call you mine. I don't tell you near enough. You always have a positive, stress-free outlook on life. So different than me. So perfect for me. I am in love with our new life here in Tennessee. I always told you we'd end up in the mountains and I'm so happy God loves me more and listened to me (okay, not really.) I'm thrilled you get to wake up every morning and spend the day at your dream job. You deserve it. Your heart for people is crazy big. You take time to make sure everyone in the room smiles. God has already done amazing things in your life and it blows my mind to think that He is nowhere near finished with you. I love you, Handsome.

Dear Calvary Baptist Church,

Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Brandon and I have never felt so overwhelmed by God's peace and love in one place. You have all taken us under your wings and made us feel at home from day one. God has been moving in a mighty way in our lives and we are so ecstatic that He brought us here. To our youth group, we love you guys so much. It's only been 2 months, but you have already made such an impact on us. You probably won't understand why, unless you know our own personal testimonies, and I hope one day will be able to share with you how God brings us through fires to purify and bring Him glory. I cannot wait to spend the next how-ever-many years getting to know each and every one of you. 

Dear Family,

I know God moved your son and daughter 7-10 hours away from you, but I promise it is all a part of His plan. We miss you guys something fierce and can't wait to show you around our new hometown. Thank you in-loves for bringing up a wonderful man. Thank you Mr. Rick for showing Brandon how to treat women with respect and for giving him a gentle heart. Thank you Mrs. Angie for showing Brandon love when he needed it the most and for keeping him focused on what truly matters. Thank you both for letting me into your family with open arms. Thank you Mom for giving me your smile and humor (I know we are funny.) Thank you Dad for giving me your passion and constantly showing me as I grew up how my future husband should love and treat me. We miss both our moms and dads and we love you guys very much. 

Dear God,
Sometimes I don't even know where to begin. You have brought me personally through so many trials. I wish I could say that my faith remained strong, even when faced with terrible medical issues, even when faced with horrible persecution, but sadly I can't. I know now that You had to grow me. I know that you had to allow these trials in my life so that I would become so broken, I couldn't lean on anyone but You. So, thank you. Thank you for allowing me to break. But more than that, thank you for not leaving me broken. You picked up my pieces and molded me into a new person. I now have even more to add to my testimony, not for sympathy, but for declaring Your wonderful goodness. I pray you never stop breaking and molding me.

yes, we did.

We just had to.

If you must know, I'm in the bright pink sweatshirt on the left.

Husband is standing on the stage on the right.

Never a dull moment in youth ministry.

*aaand, I (think) I successfully made a button for my blog. Check it out and hope it works!

insta-update

Life lately, captured by everyone's favorite app.

Have you guys tried the new app, Vine? It's pretty awesome. Check it out and find me!

Little girls in their sweater. (They have to share clothes.)

Puppy kisses on the nose.

Movie night with Husband, Mrs. Doubtfire.

Seems totally legit.

I spent hours putting together our budget, finding recipes, organizing shopping lists, etc.

This cracked me up!

Husband took Olive out to play disc golf. He left Bailee with me and she was so heartbroken.

Shopping for a youth work day. Had 50 sodas in my cart...didn't tempt me at all! 

Bailee girl chillin' with her dad.

Youth work day! Felt so good to go through junk and organize everything.

Then, Husband took Bailee out and left Olive. Ohmylanta. She's worse than Bailee. Drama Queen.

We had snow flurries and pretty ice this weekend.

Pretty sure Girl Scouts are angels. These are clearly from Heaven.

Why is the avatar me prettier than the real life me?

Subbed for the first time on Tuesday! Loved it. Doing it again tomorrow!

This needs to happen. Also, the girls who raise their eyebrows for every.single.picture. Not cute.

Yes, I have a Giga Pet on my phone.

InLOVE with my new TOMS sweatshirt. Still wearing it. Day 3. Is that weird?

Best Skype date ever. My parents are THE best. And my Bella-Boo. Love them.

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how to: enjoy laundry

I'm back with another one of my epic "how to" posts. 

Last time we tackled the tricky "how to get stuff done." (seen here)

This time, it's the dreaded laundry/hanging clothes/purging your closet chore.

 As always, music is a must. Pop in your favorite cd. Click on your favorite Pandora station. Set the mood. And don't be afraid if you start dancing. That's totally normal.

 An audience makes any mundane chore seem like a performance. I prefer two, small, non-talking, covered in fur, onlookers. They don't criticize your methods or dancing.

 Wash your clothes. Dry your clothes. Pile them on to your bed. This works best when you've waited entirely too long and have about 10 loads of laundry to go through.

 Be prepared for sock-nappers.

 ...and their adorable mugshots.

Back to the laundry.

 Brand new, bright red hangers always make things happier. You can buy about 1,000 for 50cent at Walmart. Something like that.

 You need a closet, clearly. This is pre-decluttering, so excuse the broken shelves and lack of organization.

 The best way to force yourself to stay inside and do chores is schedule a cold, rainy day. These days are my favorite, so it cheers me on even more.

 Rule number one: get comfy. Husband's oversized pajama pants are my first pick.

 As you are hanging up your clothes, go through your closet and get rid of all the wire hangers. Replace them with your new colorful ones.

Keep hangers in a neat pile (is that even possible?) because you just know you're going to use them for one of your Pinterest projects. Yeah right.

 Don't forget to break frequently. This is not easy stuff. Do not overexert your body. Drink lots of water. Take cute pictures.

 Enough break, back to work.

 Tshirts take up so much needed space in my closet. So, I choose this crammed, stuffed, guarantee-to-wrinkle-your-clothes way to organize my shirts. I guess if you incorporate tshirts into your everyday wardrobe, this is not the most optimal choice for you. I wear mine at home mostly, so I don't put much into what I look like (sorry, Husband.)

 Make a pile of clothes you are ready to give away. I give away anything that a) doesn't fit right b) I never wear c) I just flat out don't like and never understand why I bought it in the first place.

I did this last week and between Husband and I, we got rid of three large boxes full of clothes/shoes.

Took forever. Felt so good.

I hope this motivated you to stop putting the dryer on it's third round of drying, buy some new hangers, and get your closet organized.

Don't forget the music.