I don't have much to say about this week except... it hurt.
I think it will just hurt from here on out.
Every Monday, I am given a questionnaire of sorts.
Every Monday, I rate myself on a scale of 1-4 in 20-30 ways.
Every other week, my total score is 36-38.
Which is in the "Severely Depressed" range.
This week, however, my score was 18.
I was in shock. (no pun intended.)
I recounted about 20x to be sure.
I KNOW that's a win.
But this week as a whole, since I woke up Monday morning, has felt like one huge loss.
I feel like I've taken 5 steps backward.
Like my mind and body aren't syncing.
Here's hoping week four brings clarity and peace.
And maybe, just maybe, a little less pain.
(Only 6 more weeks to go...)