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There are about one million things running(no...stomping) in my head and I don't even know where to begin to start. Sometimes All the time, I have to stop myself from thinking I can only post happy/cheerful things on here. I want this blog to be a reflection of my life. My life is not always fun. I don't always have amazing days. I never really go out for awesome adventures, and I don't always have the coolest pictures.

I want things, but I don't know how to go about them.

I don't know how to write them.

So, it's all blank.

I'd like for this blog to take off...but how?

I'd like to have a full time job, that isn't teaching...but what?

I wish to be more financially stable...but how?

I want______...but when? How?

I draw up blanks.

Usually this is where I'd intervene with what God has shown me recently that applies to this struggle, but again...blank.

This is my cry:

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say